M4nny with a 4

[Dec. 8th, 2007|11:56 am]

[	Where i am	\|	Gayville, Florida	]
[	How i feel is...	\|	amused	]
[	The jams of...	\|	Kanye West	]

Get over it.
You gunna get fucked anyways.
Lol.

lol	[Dec. 6th, 2007\|11:42 pm]
Haha. So the shit talking begins!
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Haha

[Nov. 29th, 2007|08:22 pm]

[	Where i am	\|	home	]
[	How i feel is...	\|	amused	]
[	The jams of...	\|	headache =\	]

I love when people talk shit about me when I really don't care.
They have nothing better to do.
lame-o's.

Mega Owned.

[Nov. 28th, 2007|08:28 pm]

[	Where i am	\|	My fucking house	]
[	How i feel is...	\|	Pissed the fuck off.	]
[	The jams of...	\|	The voice screaming in my mind.	]

I hate getting dumped by girls I actually like.

This is so messed up.
I feel like a mother fucking ant stomped into the concrete.
Surprising how "low" you can feel after feeling so "up in the clouds."
I'm not mad at you btw,
I'm fucking infuriated at the situation though.
I like you a whole fucking lot.
And I can't help but think I fucked up.

Good job Manny.
You made a month, haven't done that in over a year.
But you go and mess things up.
YOUR A FUCK UP GET OVER IT!
THINGS WILL NEVER GO YOUR WAY!

[May. 11th, 2007|09:45 pm]

[	Where i am	\|	Downstairs.	]
[	How i feel is...	\|	content	]
[	The jams of...	\|	Jack Johnson's Better together CD	]

i find myself making bigger,better,and more plans for this summer than i am for tomorrow.i no longer go to school, i show up and drone out for the rest of the day until the last period where i start trying to fina ride home.

my constant agenda of the week

Sunday:beach/rest

Monday:drag my ass outta bed and go to school
-Accomplish nothing

Tuesday:start thinking about the up coming weekend

Wendsday:YES almost at the end of the week.

Thursday:Sweet tomorrow is friday,prep skimboard for saturday

Friday:TGIF!Skating,party,go out.

Saturday:send a text to people saying go to the Beach.Go the beach and rip up the skim.Continuously getting better!Pushing it more and more.

idk about the rest of you but this summer seems to be getting on its way already.preperations are being made, arrangements for other shit too.Hopefully i can get that job for a couple of weeks and get some cash income.possibly buy a new skimboard(carbon fiber has my name all over it).

People keep talking shit and its ridiculous.do they really find it necessary? i thought they would've realized i honestly don't give a shit.Say whatcha want idc.And this talk of me being a pothead, get over it i'm not.i quit drugs.been sober since 4/20.Its funny how people hate you for dumb shit.They dont know a thing about me.they've heard shit but thats exactly it...shit.

Depression has been coming back and fourth on me lately.I don't like that word, hate.Such strong emotion in it. But i strongly dislike the word/feeling depression.makes me feel like i'm such an "emo-kid", due to the media and trends depression now is a style,how the fuck an emotion is a style idk but apparently it is.

I find myself caring less and less about shit.Like my future and stuff.Honestly i would like to just drop out of school skimboard everyday and get good as fuck and go pro.because i'm not being cocky but i have the potential.my skill level right now is in between intermediate and amateur.Theres days where i think about it and its like fuck,i can do this, i can actually do this and succeed!But reality is my parents poured money into florida prepaid college fund and i'm obligated to go with that.Don't get me wrong i know my parents just want the best for me and they just want me to have an easier life than theirs.But they say that you reflect you parents,more and more each day i find myself becoming them inside of me.How i act,how i react,it just all shows.Kinda blows taht i cant just do what i wanna do with my life when i wanna,but theres a time and place for everything right?

Don't you just wish things would go your way every once in a while,exactly how you want them to?Well i do.i realized i havent been happy in a long time,my moods have gone from depressed/sad/confused to just content with everything.like normal.Today someone told me something really funny,but i didnt laugh.I knew it was funny but i didnt laugh.not that i didnt want to but i just didnt.my body didnt want to it was like "no your gunna forget about funny."It was really awkward because... imagine yourself in that postion and you'll understand.

I wrote a poem yesterday, i'm making some minor corrections/additions to it but its coming along fine.Idk what to do with it.If i should show it to them or not?Chances are i won't.SO why bother right?

Doing my drug and alcohol course right now,its amazingly dumb.Common sense knowledge.hopefully i can stop being such a bum long enough in order to get my restricted and so this time next year i can have my licence.

Don't you ever feel that sense of emptiness inside of you?sucks doesnt it?You just wanna fill that spot,but you know theres a way of going about things and that theres a proccess to it.Hopefully in time things work out and everything can be like that moment,that moment that you hold onto forever and dont let go of because it was the best moment of your life.No not your first orgasm you perverts.Thinking of that one moment,you can remember everything and describe it as it was, exactly how it was.and for that moment you think of that moment your happy, for that split second.then your brought back to reality with drugs,murderers,rapists,assholes,and all the other people who make up this planet. Originally human beings weren't violent, there wasnt rape or murder or any of that.the drugs were around but that was used for religious and tribal rituals.yeah yeah yeah looks like i'm gunna say "I wish for world peace."No fuck that.There will never be peace.the sad fate and reality of this planet is the eventual endning of man kind when the sun explodes,then its back to square one.Evolution all over again.

You know how people speak of how they should've been born in the 60's of 70's, because of the musical influences and the drugs?well i'll leave you with this kids, when the process is all started over who will you be?are you gunna be the same persona s you are now?making the same decisions?or are you gunna go about things a different way?

asei;gioh;le56iopj

[May. 2nd, 2007|08:13 pm]

[	Where i am	\|	home	]
[	How i feel is...	\|	calm	]
[	The jams of...	\|	under the bridge(live)-RHCP	]

well
augusto gave me...lent me* the scar tissue book,i find myself just staring at it when im not reading it.its amazing.Yeah i know me read wtf no one has ever heard that from me.well HA the impossible has been made possible.
fucking kim possible makes that last line i just said sound gay as fuck. oh well.i really dont care.
confusion,exhaustion,and carlessness has so far made up my week.ohh yeah and a hint of depression.Damn us teenagers and our "raging hormones".
i wonder if the thing talking shit to eileen will come and read this and decide to try and get to me,if you do read this,dont waste your time because honestly whatever you say i honestly wont give a SHIT about it.

well goodbye all

respect

[Apr. 26th, 2007|04:26 pm]

[	Where i am	\|	home	]
[	How i feel is...	\|	anxious	]
[	The jams of...	\|	heroin-john frusciante	]

some people need to learn common sense and respect.

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UPDATE!

[Mar. 20th, 2007|09:49 pm]

[	Where i am	\|	Fckin Miami	]
[	How i feel is...	\|	calm	]
[	The jams of...	\|	stay together for the kids-Blink-182	]

welllllllllllllllllll i havent posted a update in a week or so.
last weekend i was suppose to see 300 and didnt,
i ended up not doing shit thursday night.
friday i went skating with billy and marcio.
so little kid was there doing crzy shit.
then saturday i went to dolphin with eileen muffin and my girly friend<3
we "saw" premonition.
it was gay.
waste of 7 bucks
the sunday i did NOTHING!
monday i had a slack day.
today was a bore and i passed out twice.
tomorrow we leave school early at like 11 WOOOOOOO!

got a bottle ready.
somone else got some grass.
and we're all guna go have some fun doing puff puff pass.
lata ya'll
"Time is never wasted, if your wasted all the time."
yes i made it up, sucka.

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day 4

[Mar. 12th, 2007|08:17 pm]

[	Where i am	\|	fucking Miami	]
[	How i feel is...	\|	chilllen	]
[	The jams of...	\|	the last letter home-Dropkick Murphys	]

Live Journal: March 12, 2007
Day 4 after surgery.

I find myself sitting here typing in this thing and my mind keeps wandering off to someone.
Saturday i was fine and dandy no pain it was fucking chillen,yesterday the pain was intense,today my pain went from bad to better.currently i have to take my pain pill in about 8 minutes.i really wanna get back to normal.This weekend i'm allowed to go out,meaning the movies because i'm dying to see 300.short week long weekend.kinda scared of what i have in my classes because i havent done shit in the past 2 weeks.oh well.dont really care.still have her on my mind.her smile,her laugh, the pain i get when i smile because of her.w/e
i feel like a little corny kid so i'm gunna stop now.back to school tomorrow.WOOOO!......NOT. -_-
ehhhh theres only one upside to tomorrow.
lata.

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Well

[Mar. 11th, 2007|09:12 am]

[	Where i am	\|	In front of my computer	]
[	How i feel is...	\|	My Mouth Hurts	]
[	The jams of...	\|	The beatles-Lucy In the sky with diamonds	]

Yesterday was funnnnnnn!Eileeny, Jeh-knee, Anabel, Kevin, and Muffin came over to keep me company since I had surgery. It was fun, Kevin's sk8ing skills are progressing. Eileen's gunna stay sober for 2 weeks >.< Kevin beat Supermario! Anabel made me feel better.xD.Despite all that happen during the day when people were over at my house, yesterday night was horrible. I had severe pain in my mouth.Today i'm taking it easy not much activity, not much speaking or use of vocal chords.trying to get better ASAP even though Kevin and my Mom are amazed that i'm walking and talking and wanting todo stuff becuase they were dead when they had the surgery!welll thats nall for now but i'm gunna be home all day so i'm sure i'll write more lata. BYE!

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oye!

[Mar. 9th, 2007|10:13 pm]

[	Where i am	\|	my house	]
[	How i feel is...	\|	anxious	]
[	The jams of...	\|	RHCP-Snow	]

Well today i went and got surgery.went fine.uhhhh i'm znxious for tomorrow.my friends are gunna keep me company since i cant leave my house.i cant eat solid foods and it sucks.well tomorrow should be cool.=P

Odd Lovers

[Mar. 8th, 2007|10:07 pm]

[

How i feel is...

chillen

]

Well tonight i went to go see the school play with anabel,we ended up chillin with little jeni.Tomorrow is surgey day.dreading it.w/e.play was cool.funny stuff.well yeah
thats it

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today,

[Mar. 5th, 2007|09:54 pm]

[	How i feel is...	\|	sick	]
[	The jams of...	\|	Against Me!-Ya'll Don't Wanna Step To This	]

bro i have 4 iPods on my computer table.I'm updating or fixing them all.takes forever.didn't get bitched at today i was very suprised.ohh yeah sorry kevin >.<.i just had some cookies and milk.i hate being sick and btw thanks for that anabel -.- hows your back? HAHAHA!w/e lata everyone
M4nny

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Idk but	[Mar. 3rd, 2007\|06:48 am]
yesterday was str8 as fuck.i hope anabel and yesi had a good time.
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[Dec. 7th, 2006|07:17 am]

[	Where i am	\|	my house	]
[	How i feel is...	\|	pissed as fuhhhh	]
[	The jams of...	\|	sublime	]

I'm so damn pissed off this morning that im writing in the gayness of live journal. all of you who know me well know that this is a very rare thing, that i would much rather go outside and punch something.but i'm about to leave so i can't.people are so fucking hypocritical its ridiculous alot of them are fucking stupid and blind also.they should open their eyes every now and then.See whos really there for them.whatever when they go into the gutter they'll come back....pretty sad it has to be that way.

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[Nov. 16th, 2006|10:39 pm]

[	Where i am	\|	home	]
[	The jams of...	\|	night of fire	]

jeanette, augusto, heather....you guys own thank you

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Early release	[Nov. 16th, 2006\|06:38 pm]
wellllll today i went to school...it sucked....then i went to bk after school it was maddddddd packed.saw a few people i knew.after that i headed over to dolphin with chris and augusto where we met up with alex, victor, and rafael.we just chilled there for a while.then i came hoem and ate pizza and break sticks...mmmm saw a z4k's old kouki s14 today, was very suprised to see it.school is gay.today felt like a friday =(.tomorrow im going to dolphin so feel free to join. later everyone Manny
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i need

[Nov. 15th, 2006|08:18 pm]

[	Where i am	\|	downstairs	]
[	How i feel is...	\|	lazy	]
[	The jams of...	\|	DJ tiesto-extacy	]

new pics real abd i need to switch servers but i'm feeling lazy.

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[Nov. 15th, 2006|07:51 pm]

[	Where i am	\|	downstairs	]
[	How i feel is...	\|	bleh	]
[	The jams of...	\|	tv commercial	]

Well I'm Back on this thing yet again last time i used it....well lets not go there...deleted some posts and I'm back!

WELCOME BACK TO LJ!

[Jun. 5th, 2006|01:35 am]

[	Where i am	\|	my house	]
[	How i feel is...	\|	i have a boner guys	]
[	The jams of...	\|	Techno	]

Well guys this is my LJ i haven't used this thing for a long time so start commenting and i'll do the same for you okie dokie im out.
Keep It Sideways
-Zenki-